Berubah : Kenapa Aku Rasa Lebih Teruk

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.

Tiada siapa pernah menjanjikan bahawa perubahan itu begitu mudah~

Perubahan. Berubah. Perubahan. Berubah.

Siapa yang tidak mahu melakukan perubahan? Semua orang ingin berubah. Hatta seseorang itu sejahat mana pun, pasti pernah terdetik dihatinya untuk melakukan perubahan. Sekurang-kurang sedikit. Berubah untuk menjadi baik.

Di luar sana, saya sangat percaya pasti ada orang yang sedang semangat membara untuk melakukan transformasi diri. Mahu perbaiki itu dan ini.

Sudah merancang begitu dan begini. Semangat dikepilkan di dada. Lalu perubahan sedikit demi sedikit dilakukan mengikut kemampuan diri.

Dan tiba-tiba, dalam proses melakukan perubahan, perjalanan hidup bertemu dengan sesuatu perkara yang agak membuntukan jiwa. Akhirnya semangat perubahan yang membara itu, sedikit demi sedikit terpadam. Hilang dan terbang entah ke mana. Diri menyesali keadaan sendiri, tapi hanya mampu membiarkan semuanya berlalu.

Pernah merasa hal yang sedemikian?

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What You See and What Other Think

Bismillah.

Mood : Can’t describe.

Just wondering about something after I remembered a conversation between me and my friend about a months ago. We give our own thoughts about something. Yes, we talk about same issue, but in different way and different opinion. Yet, we still can accepted that.

There I realized something; we see things from different angle. Mostly!

We’ve been brought up in a certain way and that had shaped our views on everything. We see things from an angle that others might fail to see but that could also mean that we are not be able to see at our first glance what others have been seeing.

It would definitely be good for us to stop, take our time, ponder and assess the situation from all different angles, from all different perspectives.

It could be that ours is wrong and others might have been right but we just failed to see it from their perspectives. And vice versa, aite? We might have a different perspectives on something, but it doesn’t mean that we can’t get along with others.

Stop for a minutes, take time and ponder about everything.
Having a cup of hot chocolate could help you. Okkie now I really want it! 😀

Not Good Enough To Talk About Religion

Bismillah.

I’m not good enough to talk about Islam.

I keep wondering about statement above. Actually what is condition and term so that we can talk something about Islam? Is it necessary to us to be Ustaz and Ustazah first? Or are we suppose come from Islamic University and study in the field of religion?

There are many of us keep talking about they are not good enough to talk about Islam. They said, they not so good person to write something related to religion.

I think I disagree with that.

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[Rahmat] Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.

Ahlan ya Ramadhan. Jazakallahu khairan kepada model, Akh Fadhil.

Ramadhan telah tiba. Sujud syukur hendaknya.

Sesiapapun tidak pernah tahu dirinya akan ditakdirkan berada dibulan keberkatan ini. Sekali ALLAh mengizinkan, maka peluk ia seeratnya. Kita masih tidak tahu, apakah kita akan sempat menghabiskannya atau apakah amal kita mendapat tempat disisi Tuan Punya Dunia. Sebetulnya, bukan itu persoalan. Perhitungannya adalah, sejauh mana usaha kamu, kamu dan kamu serta saya dibulan kemuliaan ini.

Perbaiki apa yang tidak baik sebelum ini.

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Mungkin selama ini ku kurang menghargai kehadiranmu,
lantas berlalumu pergi ku tak terasa kehilangan,
datangmu dipandang ringan, pergimu tiada kesan,
tinggallah ku sendirian terkapai di awangan.

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