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February 10th, 2012:

Cerita Ceriti Ceritu

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.

Tapak tangan monyet ini, serius lembut disentuh =)

Berjalan dan berjalan.

Lagi banyak berjalan apabila ada sesuatu mengganggu ketenteraman hati. Dan gangguan itu, terdiri dari bermacam-macam perkara. Asbab dari diri sendiri, persekitaran dan hubungan sesama manusia.

Dalam berjalan, ada nafas kesedaran.

Ini dia, yang punya tapak tangan yang lembut.

Melihat kehidupan lain selain kehiduoan manusia, adakalanya kita yang melihat ini terfikir dan terhisab diri. Kadang-kadang yang merendahkan darjat dan maruah seseorang itu bukanlah orang lain, tapi diri sendiri.

Menafikan dengan hati salah sendiri, kadang-kadang. Yes?

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Monologue Of Sinner

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.

I’m the one of them that people call as the sinner. Sinner!
Ya. That is me.

Sometimes after make a mistakes, I’m wondering and keep blaming myself for all what I do that against Allah’s will. Aku teruk, kan? Teruk yang sangat. Then, there comes monologue that comes from deep inside of my heart.

And yes, sometimes I speak alone with myself. Am I weirdo?

I know, I shouldn’t done that. I cannot deny that it was a sin. The same sin for which I have repented a number of times yet, I did it again! I need to repent truly this time. I need to be determined not to do this again; otherwise, I might not have a chance in the hereafter.

I know I need to change.
I need to become better.

I know about the importance of praying on time. I know how magical it is to pray at night and to continue to read the Quran. I should also be a better daughter, sister and a better friend.

Oh My God! I know that all brings a special lighting in my life.
But I didn’t do that eventhough I can.